Oo.

Di ko hawak ang buhay nila.

At oo.

Medyo madrama.

Kahit pa sabihin ng mga tao, na bahagi ng buhay ang pagbabago…

AYOKO! Yan ang masasabi ko.

Kahit pa pilitin kong huwag.

Kung ang mga bagay… mga tao mismo sa paligid

Ang siyang magbabago…

Wala na yata akong magagawa.

Dahil tama.

Tama.

Alam ko masaya sila. At di ko rin kaya ( Read more... )

“…the end of one phase and the beginning of a new one, which is more difficult as day say but surely interesting.”

Why on earth did I have to say that???

More difficult??? Hell yes!

Interesting??? Uhmmm… I still have to think about it.

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It’s been two days since I started killing myself.

I miss the old days, the good and bad old days ( Read more... )

sorry guys ngayon lang nakapag-post eh...
i'm kinda borlogs lately...
ahehe

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Life is a choice as they say.

We make decisions.

We compromise a lot.

And that makes life.

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Dear You,

I kept silent during those times, not just because I was hurting. It’s because I’d rather blame myself for everything than to share faults with you. I’d rather see you weep thinking that I was so foolish to ignore the situation than to ( Read more... )

After trying several times pretending that I could stand still, I have accepted the truth. Maybe, this is the best way to describe my stance. I know that such thing is impossible to happen, to gain something and never loose it. Like what I’ve read in an article, “A friendship built on common grounds might be coming to a bitter ( Read more... )

A friend told me something earlier this morning...

"Mas mabuti pang hindi ka i-comfort eh nuh? Kasi mas nalulungkot ka lang."

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Hey you!
I think.... you're absolutely right about it.
Thanks!

^_^

"Monday found me on my knees again
Breathing You in
To blur the lines that mark where I begin
And where You end
No use in trying to pretend
Come take me again
'Cause rumor has it I'm not who I've been
Come define me"

tHe mOrE tHeY iNsiSt…

tHe mOrE I rEfuSe

“I always veil in silence.

Take everything in.

Not parading any dreadful reaction.

But as days pass by…

I’m growing tired of it.”

I play along coz I want to be reasonable.

I want to be just.

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A lot of things bother me these days.

So many thoughts in my mind.

I can no longer distinguish ( Read more... )

The moon tonight

I’m not sure if it’s full moon

But that doesn’t matter

Coz tonight the moon is bright

And we admire its captivating beauty

But when the near side is dazzling

It only means one thing

It’s dark on the far side

It is darker tonight

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I wonder what the dark side looks like.

When it is as bright as the near side tonight.
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I was in the middle of warfare. A battle between different nations.
Guns shots everywhere.
BANG!
Exploding bombs everywhere.
BOOM!
People yelling everywhere.  And then, all of sudden, someone screamed at the top of his lungs.

“Soldier down!”

“Soldier down!”

Hearing those heartrending words, I fell down on my knees. The ( Read more... )